my horoscope says i need to muster my self-discipline and let the universe know i am reporting for duty. 
 i don't know if i like the sound of that, actually. 
 i guess that means i should try harder, though.
;)
 
 so i was feeling really shitty yesterday, i am not feeling much better know... or well i sort-of am... but... 
 i dunno...
jus' gotta get my shit together and do the things i need to do...  and stop whining...