who cares?

i don't know why i'm posting. i'm thinking i need dinner, and have to pee, and am thirsty, and have a headache... and i'm supposed to be making something for a class, which is due tomorrow and has barely been started. yay. so all the above and i feel angry and depressed and lonely too. not because it's valentine's day... just cuz i don't have a lot of friends and i'm pissed about the project i'm supposed to be doing. and that hungry thing. sigh. i should go now. i think i am going to get food at nearby cooperative grocery or hard times mayhaps, and then stop at bar thereabouts and try some liquid therapy... yeah... and that'll just make me wanna sleep and i'll get pissed more about all this and give up and go home. yawn. maybe post more later. still as ever pissed that i have little to no readership. but other peeps got cooler shit to say then i... i'm just whining all the damn time.