5.24.2005

millinery

i'm in love w/ myself, i like the dark...

i am discovering a sudden overabundance of self-esteem... sort of. more on this tomorrow, bed soon...
did i mention i quit that danged prizzac? it happened by chance accident... i got sick for a couple days and didn't dose cuz of puking, and found myself feeling more clear-headed and focused, which was independently confirmed by my roommate's impressions of me... thusly i decided that experiment is over and done and i shall move on to more productive things like taking care of the shit i need to take care of, doing stuff, eating better, and exercising more... and, yeah, i am cuttin' down on my drinking. sad. i shall not quit, mind you. just try and use more goddamn sense...

must go sleep. night strangers whom i hope are enjoying my babble and idle chit-chat.

5.23.2005

hating and loving hugging and rubbing and punching blood and puke and stuff

so i haven't done much for a while here and i'm very sorry. if you bastards out there would read this thing and leave some comments, mayhap i would check in more often. i am beginning to think no one cares! it's so sad and lonely in the internets. blah blah blah.

so i finished last semester, sort of. and sort of okay. and sort of not as good as i shoulda. but it's mostly over. okay so i still have a ppr to do. kind instructor gave me incomplete and now i have to try and get the fucker done. alrighty.

i have very excitesome classes for this may session. three weeks of sound art and performance poetry/spoken word 101. bitchin' yah! hee-yah! woo-hoo!
in the spirit of sound art i shall share w/ you a discovery(prompted by my instructor, Abinadi Meza )

Iannis Xenakis

and here are some sites w/ mp3'z, yo: 2 at some asshat's blog, I found one here, and another long 'un o'er here @ his fan club site

check it, homiez, good shite!

recently I have attended kick-ass concerts featuring: Why?, Fog, Melt Banana, the Birthday Suit(or is it suits?), Deerhoof, Mindless Self Indulgence, Sole, Pedestrian, ... Um, I'm sure there are more, but skool has been hampering my able to go to shows so not so much as usual. I have intention of seeing the STNNNG this weekend at thee good ol' 7th St. Entry... possibly other exciting things.
music I have spent a lot of time listening to this past couple of weeks: STNNNG, Hymie's Basement(Why? and Andrew Broder of Fog together), Why?,Deerhoof, Circle Takes the Square