the sun was born, and it shall die...

Further
by Vnv Nation
album: Burning Empires (EP) (2000)

At the end of days
At the end of time
When the sun burns out will any of this matter?
Who will be there to remember who we were?
Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us?

And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong
Who are we to judge what's right and what has purpose for us?
With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong,
Running wild unaware of what might come of us

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

Without a thought I will see everything eternal
Forget that once we were just dust from heavens far
As we were forged to shall return, perhaps some day
I will remember us and wonder who we were

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

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i feel like something's breaking, again, today, and i have no idea why.

i don't think the whole "fuck-buddy" thing made reference to in previous posts is working, even though it's working fine. i think i just need something different from what i'm getting out of this... but i have no outlet for what i think i may need, and this seems to be the closest i can get... i guess.

argh.