5.06.2006

the old music makes me sad. it doesn't matter if it's something Mom liked or not or if we listened to it together it's not that, it's just like there is a weird divide... some of what i like and listened to often before Mom died is somehow indicative of that time... which isn't any particular time, just the time I still had my Mom... 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey- I've been super busy but I do lurk your site now and again. Hope you're hanging in there. Speaking from experience: drinking makes it worse. /:-\

After my dad died my little brother and I drank tons- which worried me because my little brother has always been very careful about his alcohol (ALL of our grandpas and half of our grandmas died alcoholics. And we have different moms, so that is a lot of pickled ancestry ;) ). Anyhow- I'm remodeling my house and yard and doing an addition downstairs and doing my job and so have been a little scarce. I haven't written squat for months and really should. I'll catch up this year. And I'm done paying for my ex-wife to go to college next May and so will be able to pursue my own endeavors.

Take care- Toby