5.31.2007

ergh.

how do i make me fall in love with me? how do i decide what it is i should be doing and actually commit to doing it? uh. and stuff. my stomach feels funny. maybe it's something to do with breathing. being calm and still and listening inside. or something like that. or maybe it's bacon artichoke cheesecake...
hm. me. who and/or what is me? and how does it become less nuisancy and burdensome? how does it become? uh. how do i become... a real and valid and not irksome sort of person, or something? breathing, listening inside? doing and feeling good about that doing? eating mashed potato pizza at pizza luce? talking to myself too much? drinking too many whiskey 7's?
*worried*

i am painfully and desperately awry.

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